I keep having nightmares.
My nightmares are not scary. They're depressing. When I have bad dreams, I dream of things that make me feel depressed. And I'm feeling quite depressed right now I had a particularly bad one last night.
"Such a lot the gods gave to me - to me, the dazed, the disappointed; the barren, the broken"|
"I know that light is not for me, save that of the moon"
"I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century, and among those who are still men".